Sometimes, life sucks.
What doesn’t kill you leaves you completely fucked up.
Lately, life has been a hell of a bitch to me. I have to deal with so much shit that I’m starting to look like one. Usually when I feel like this, I simply skip work and stay in bed all day but the way my bank account is set up… staying in bed is not a viable option.
I wake up everyday exhausted because my mind is not well rested. I try my best to not bring my bad vibes at work but I had 2 nervous breakdown at work 2 days in a row this week and I’m not even sorry because capitalism made me do it.
In the same week I had to deal with a locksmith scammer that left me with a €300 debt, the betrayal of one of my best friend (that shit hurt like a muhfucker) and harassment from my ex boyfriend’s sister. The level of anxiety that goes with harassement is ridiculous. You start to worry about shit that would probably never happen but you’re just so scared that your mind starts to lose it.
Tomorrow after work I’ll have to go to the police station to file a complaint against her because she threatened to come to my house as soon as she gets out of the hospital to show me how crazy she can get. First of all … who takes time to harass someone while being hospitalized ? 😔
This week has been the worst. I wish I could stay in my bed for the 7 remaining weeks of 2019 but the way my bank account is set up… oop I already said that.
Anyway, I don’t have much more to say. I guess I just had to get this out of my chest…
SOMETIMES LIFE SUCKS.